[She doesn't even know what she "just" anymore. It started small as a familiar weight but now that feeling that she can't breath is spreading through her like some kind of virus. She doesn't want this to happen, she just wants to joke with Tony and be comfortable in his presence and perhaps even happy that he praised her. People don't praise her like that often.
But instead she's just sitting there with her head in her hand trying to catch her breath like a pathetic fish that's been pulled from his stream and left to gasp and flop uselessly in the dirt.
Hawke doesn't even realize that she's on her feet. She doesn't remember even thinking about standing. Her body's completely lost in it's desperate struggle to just find air.
Elena told her how to fix this but now she can't remember. Is it five seconds in, ten out? No... three and seven? Fuck. Elena would be so disappointed in this if she could see it. Add her to the list along with the entire city of Kirkwall. Maybe everyone in Thedas.]
I just have to go. I'll be...
[She wants to tell him she'll be back as a sort of useless gesture that it isn't his fault. But the words die on her lips as she turns around and half runs, half stumbles away from the camp and closer to the quiet and dark stones that surround it.]
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[She doesn't even know what she "just" anymore. It started small as a familiar weight but now that feeling that she can't breath is spreading through her like some kind of virus. She doesn't want this to happen, she just wants to joke with Tony and be comfortable in his presence and perhaps even happy that he praised her. People don't praise her like that often.
But instead she's just sitting there with her head in her hand trying to catch her breath like a pathetic fish that's been pulled from his stream and left to gasp and flop uselessly in the dirt.
Hawke doesn't even realize that she's on her feet. She doesn't remember even thinking about standing. Her body's completely lost in it's desperate struggle to just find air.
Elena told her how to fix this but now she can't remember. Is it five seconds in, ten out? No... three and seven? Fuck. Elena would be so disappointed in this if she could see it. Add her to the list along with the entire city of Kirkwall. Maybe everyone in Thedas.]
I just have to go. I'll be...
[She wants to tell him she'll be back as a sort of useless gesture that it isn't his fault. But the words die on her lips as she turns around and half runs, half stumbles away from the camp and closer to the quiet and dark stones that surround it.]